I logged in to the ol' blog and realized I hadn't posted anything since Sunday. That's unusual for me and I know that, but I've been trying to make some sense out of the things that have happened to me over the last few days and quite honestly, I just can't. Sometimes you just can't know or understand the things that come at you and to be perfectly honest, I don't know from one day to the next what I'm doing with my life because so much of it is dependent upon another person. I have this little moral problem that I can't solve; only God can. For the last week or so, it's looked like it was going to get better, then got worse, then turned into, well, I don't know... Yes, I know some details would be nice to have this story make sense and someday maybe I'll share them with you. Right now, I just can't. Sorry. What I can share with you is this, though... Through everything that comes my way, I've learned something. Yesterd...