Ramble on
I don't write much these days, I know. Wednesday, I was moved to write something. I re-read it. My English professor would be appalled. There have to be better words to start sentences with than but and , ummmm, and.
I was tired but I had such a great day Wednesday. I was just happy that I was on the right path and it's tough to write well on little sleep and no coffee, so I'd like to try it again to try and make sense of what I was trying to say.
I heard a couple of radio programs on Wednesday that shed a lot of light into my circumstances right now. Yes they involve someone. No it's not anybody I've ever been married to. It's also not anybody that God ever said "NO!" to. I let her get away once. That was a bad idea because God brought her into my life. She was supposed to stay there but people make mistakes. Sometimes, though, we get a second chance. That's what I was eluding to when I wrote the blog.
I sincerely believe that sometimes God has plans man can't derail. I asked the Good Lord to pick someone for me. I've made a mess of that part of my life so I asked Him and I think He answered that prayer. I get anxious for things to happen. What I need to do is wait.
That was the other point I was trying to make.
My pastor shared a comment on this post about how God chooses to be glorified. From our human perspective, what we think best is not what God wants. His ways are not our ways and His thoughts aren't our thoughts. While my little idea would have been kinda cool, I defer to the One who deserves the Glory to decide HOW He will be glorified. I was trying to say that, too.
I'm well aware of my part in this relationship and I'm the created.
Anyway, less rambling. No sentences started with and or but. Good things are happening at Lark Circle! Praise God for that!
I was tired but I had such a great day Wednesday. I was just happy that I was on the right path and it's tough to write well on little sleep and no coffee, so I'd like to try it again to try and make sense of what I was trying to say.
I heard a couple of radio programs on Wednesday that shed a lot of light into my circumstances right now. Yes they involve someone. No it's not anybody I've ever been married to. It's also not anybody that God ever said "NO!" to. I let her get away once. That was a bad idea because God brought her into my life. She was supposed to stay there but people make mistakes. Sometimes, though, we get a second chance. That's what I was eluding to when I wrote the blog.
I sincerely believe that sometimes God has plans man can't derail. I asked the Good Lord to pick someone for me. I've made a mess of that part of my life so I asked Him and I think He answered that prayer. I get anxious for things to happen. What I need to do is wait.
That was the other point I was trying to make.
My pastor shared a comment on this post about how God chooses to be glorified. From our human perspective, what we think best is not what God wants. His ways are not our ways and His thoughts aren't our thoughts. While my little idea would have been kinda cool, I defer to the One who deserves the Glory to decide HOW He will be glorified. I was trying to say that, too.
I'm well aware of my part in this relationship and I'm the created.
Anyway, less rambling. No sentences started with and or but. Good things are happening at Lark Circle! Praise God for that!
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