It's been a weird week
If I could sum my week up, already, I'd have to use this phrase: I don't know.
I woke up yesterday morning with my stomach in knots. I mean, it really hurt. You know that feeling where you feel something is wrong. Whatever it was, I just gave it to God and after about a half-hour went back to sleep.
I wrote a blog yesterday about letting go of your past. I thought it was pretty good but as I was driving away from the house, that little voice I've learned to trust told me to go back home and delete it so I did. I don't know why; there wasn't anything bad in there. I don't argue with that little voice anymore.
I've pretty much accepted what I think is coming down the road. I have faith that God can change that outcome. I can't. I've said and done all I can. He knows what's best for me and He'll show me. What I want may not be what I need. I'm good with that. And then:
I heard a song yesterday at work called "Your Decision" by Alice in Chains. I've heard that song exactly one time on the radio. I have it on my iPod and listened to it a ton because it reminds me of Wendi. Random? This time, I think yes, it was. Later on in the night, I check my facebook page and a pilot friend of mine has posted a photo of the sunset in Bangor, Maine. I met Wendi about 13 years ago, this time of year, in Bangor, Maine. We met again eight years ago in Bangor Maine, about this time of year. Coincidence? You bet.
To top it off, I came home last night and after asking God if there was anything He'd like me to know before I went to bed, I opened my Bible to the page in the book of Malachi 2:16 is on. "I hate Divorce," says the Lord God of Israel, the verse reads in part. OK, Lord, me, too. I've done everything I can to stop mine.
What does it all mean? I honestly don't know. You know?
I woke up yesterday morning with my stomach in knots. I mean, it really hurt. You know that feeling where you feel something is wrong. Whatever it was, I just gave it to God and after about a half-hour went back to sleep.
I wrote a blog yesterday about letting go of your past. I thought it was pretty good but as I was driving away from the house, that little voice I've learned to trust told me to go back home and delete it so I did. I don't know why; there wasn't anything bad in there. I don't argue with that little voice anymore.
I've pretty much accepted what I think is coming down the road. I have faith that God can change that outcome. I can't. I've said and done all I can. He knows what's best for me and He'll show me. What I want may not be what I need. I'm good with that. And then:
I heard a song yesterday at work called "Your Decision" by Alice in Chains. I've heard that song exactly one time on the radio. I have it on my iPod and listened to it a ton because it reminds me of Wendi. Random? This time, I think yes, it was. Later on in the night, I check my facebook page and a pilot friend of mine has posted a photo of the sunset in Bangor, Maine. I met Wendi about 13 years ago, this time of year, in Bangor, Maine. We met again eight years ago in Bangor Maine, about this time of year. Coincidence? You bet.
To top it off, I came home last night and after asking God if there was anything He'd like me to know before I went to bed, I opened my Bible to the page in the book of Malachi 2:16 is on. "I hate Divorce," says the Lord God of Israel, the verse reads in part. OK, Lord, me, too. I've done everything I can to stop mine.
What does it all mean? I honestly don't know. You know?
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